School's back, and I cannot belive that I'm turning another year older in the first day of school. HAHA. I didn't even realized that the clock striked 12 already and it was my birthday not until Nix gave me buzz on YM greeting me a Happy birthday. lol. I was so busy cramming with homework i didn't realize the time.
And so it was just another day, have to submit my paper for Major (made it the whole christmas vacation) and I bought brownies for my classmates to share, then classes ended 6:30pm arrived home around 8pm. whew. tired. tired. But when my dad opened the front gate for me with that huge smile and hugged me tight?! Man, I was recharged right then. Haha.

When I arrived home, they we're HUNGRY! haha. And for the menu, we got Pesto some dumplings and the other one i forgot the name of. lol. And I have a cake! wii. I didn't even expect that I will have this when I get home. Thank you

    

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If I would look back to 2008 with just one memory, it wouldn't be like the other years.. blurry. This one would be clear, polished and will always be fresh.

My 2008 wasn't as bad as I expected it to be when I started it, although it was my 18th, a number that finally put me into those who should be "responsible" enough to my actions, could definitely make my own decisions and would definitely go to jail when certain rules are to be broken. Although a lot might think of a sudden change of everything, personality, thoughts, opinions and other things but NO, I am still me. Simple, quiet and is still with those crazy mood swings. I still find myself staring out into nothing and letting my head wonder too much, I would still rather stay in a coffee shop or even more better at someone's house. You'd still find my life boring but  I'm living and loving it.

I am still me.

If you have to ask, on what is the best part that happened to me this 2008? That would be difficult to answer but easy to know. I could answer that It was when the time I finally stood-up to those people who was hurtin, or maybe it could also be the time when I finally decided to forgive those people who cause terrible harm. It would be those moments when I suddenly realize that I am really gifted with things not everyone normally have, or also those mesmerizing moments when I found my heart beating once again. It could be the moments when I finally let someone know who I am, or those times spent with family and friends. The mountains I have trecked and the knowledge that I gain in school. The tears that I have shed and also the pain that I have caused. It would certainly be the man that I met with the moments spent and lessons learned. But I know all of it is what made my 2008. Tears. Laughter. Love. Heartache. True feelings. Dramatic as it may seem, but I wasn't born to have a heart of stone. The best part of my 2008 was when I realized how lucky I am to have what I have today. A strong bond of family. The truest of friends. A justiced mind. A clear sight. A soul. A heart. A strong God.

It's not the end. It's just another chapter of our life.
Keep your new found friends and make them your most trusted one.
Stay friends with your old ones and make them you treasure.
Be with your family.
Stay close to the ones you love.

It's a new day.

Happy new year everyone!

~2008 IS ALMOST OVER, WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?
.. fell inlove, went to school, danced, played, m2m

~Lost someone?
.. We'll miss you kuya Mike!  

~Cut class?
.. HA! yeah..

~Were involved in something you'll never forget?
.. YES!!

~Went to a party?
- yes... a lot of 18th birthdays this year. tsk.

~Read a great book?
- LOADS! Twilight saga(stephanie meyer), The Lucky One(nicholas sparks), The Alchemist and Eleven Minutes

~Saw one of your favorite bands/artists live?
- yeah!!!!!!!!! Urbandub!

2008: Friends and Enemies
~Did you meet any new friends this year?
- yup! yup!

~Did you grow apart from anyone?
- Clyde

~Do you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships?
- oh NO NO NO... :D

2008: Your BIRTHDAY!
~Did you have a cake?
- yea!

~Did you get any presents?
- YEAAAHHHHH!! it was my 18th birthday, a girls biggest day next to sweet16. ha!

2008: All about YOU
Did you change at all this year?
- yea, maybe on some little things..

Did you change your style?
- style.. nope, still simple as a rock.
.
Were you in school?
- yup yup.
.
Did you get good grades?
- uhm. good enough.

Did you have a job?
- part-time

Did you drive?
- with dad..

Did you own a car?
- not mine.

Did you go on any vacations?
- out of town? yeah!! Makiling was one of the highlights!

Would you change Anything about yourself now?
- should i??

2008:Wrap UP:
Was 2008 a good year?
- just right.. but really one of the best.

Do you think 2009 will top 2008?
- hoping!

I confess that in 2008 I... put "x"
( ) stayed single for almost the whole year
( ) kissed in the snow
(X) celebrated Halloween
( ) had your heart broken
( ) mooned someone
(x) went over the minutes on your cell phone
(x) came out of the closet
( ) gotten pregnant
( ) had an abortion
( ) done something you've regretted
OTHER
(x) painted a picture
(x) wrote a poem
( ) ran a mile
( ) shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch
( ) posted a blog on Friendster
( ) visited a foreign country
( ) cut in a line of waiting people
( ) told someo​ne you were busy when you weren't
( ) partied to celebrate the new year
( ) cooked a disastrous meal
( ) lied about how old you were
( ) prank called someone
In 2008 I...
[ ] broke a promise
[ ] fell out of love
[ ] lied
[x] cried over a broken heart
[x] disappointed someone close
[ ] hid a secret
[ ] pretended to be happy
[x] slept under the stars
[x] kept your new years resolution
[ ] forgot your new years resolution
[x] met someone who changed your life
[ ] met one of your idols
[x] changed your outlook on life
[x] sat home all day doing nothing
[ ] pretended to be sick
[ ] left the country
[ ] almost died
[x] given up on something/someone important to you
[x] lost something expensive
[x] learned something new about yourself
[x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
[x] made a change in your life
[x] found out who your true friends were
[x] met great people
[x] stayed up til sunrise
[x] cried over the silliest thing
[x] had friend who was drifting away from you
[ ] had a high cell phone bill

Be honest no matter what.

> [ONE] Who were your latest 3 inbox texts from?
- sheng.. juz.. ra..

> [TWO] Where was your primary pic taken?
- kevin's house.

> [THREE] What's your middle name?
- M***

> [FOUR] Your current relationship status?
- SOLO hahaha. single.

> [FIVE] Does your crush like you back?
- i don't think i have one! haha!

> [SIX] What is your current mood?
- disturbed...

> [SEVEN] What's your mom's name?
- Corazon

> [EIGHT] What color (of) shirt are you wearing?
- white

> [NINE] Would you kiss the last person you kissed?
- mom?? sure!

> [TEN] If you could go back in time and change something, would you?
- yeah, just one thing.

> [ELEVEN] Have a crazy side?
- yeah. haha!

> [TWELVE] Ever had a near death experience?
- loads!!

> [THIRTEEN] What is something you do a lot?
- daydream.. read..

> [FOURTEEN] Angry at anyone?
- nope.

> [FIFTEEN] Do you wanna see somebody right now?
- YES!

> [SIXTEEN] Do you like drama?
- soap operas is a NO NO!!

> [SEVENTEEN] When was the last time you cried?
- this morning.. silent tears.

[EIGHTEEN] Who would you do anything for?
- the one that means most.

> [NINETEEN] Who is your hero?
- my dad.

> [TWENTY] What is the one thing you notice first with the opposite/same sex?
- nose.. haha.

> [TWENTY-TWO] What's your biggest secret?
- secret!

> [TWENTY-THREE] Where is your ex?
- his house!

> [TWENTY-FOUR] Would you ever take him/her back?
- most recent?? no.. no..

> [TWENTY-FIVE] Do you still watch kiddy shows?
- yeah!

> [TWENTY-SIX] What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
- water...

> [TWENTY-SEVEN] Do you love someone?
- *think*

> [TWENTY-EIGHT] Whats your favorite smell?
- baby powder

> [TWENTY-NINE] Describe your life.
- still struggling a little..

> [THIRTY] Have you ever kissed in the rain?
- nope.

> [THIRTY-ONE] Do you like the rain?
- yeah..

> [THIRTY-TWO] What are you thinking about right now?
- someone...

> [THIRTY-THREE] What should you be doing right now?
- sleeping..

> [THIRTY-FOUR] What is your favorite memory?
- a dance...

> [THIRTY-FIVE] What are you listening to?
- fm radio..

> [THIRTY-SIX] Who was the last person you told I love you?
- Craig.

> [THIRTY-EIGHT] Do you act differently around the person you like?
- not really.

> [THIRTY-NINE] What is your natural hair color?
- jet black

> [FORTY] Who was/were the last person/s to make you smile?
- craig/benj/nix/yahna

meaning: contented.. so shh...

Sleepy.... *yawn*

I could fight for you, If you want me too.
But I think it's better not to.
Not that I'm afraid to be defeated,
But because I'm much afraid to loose you.

watch out for my year-end blog entry. haha.

SOON.

Christmas.... is all about giving, sharing and a lot more. It comes once a year where you have to scramble yourself on a list whom had made your day seem a bit brighter, who remembered your birthday and those who you have shared your most precious moments with so you could give them a nice present to open at Christmas day. Well, I hardly do that. lol.

Sometimes I would wish that Christmas Spirit would never go away. That everyone in the world would be continously feeling joy in their hearts and laughter as they speak. The parents would have some aliby for the kids to be good or else they wouldn't be listed on Santa's list. It's not everyday that you would have about 50 messages on your phone (not mine) greeting you to be Merry. I am not really looking forward on Christmas days because of the gifts that I would receive, even a larger amount than my birthday but I'm looking forward on it because I could finally be with my family, my relatives and my friends. It's not like you have to set aside the things that is going on with your life, it's just that this time you know that you are surrounded by those who care. Christmas is not about giving gifts and exchanging cards, it's about a family. A family that is bonded by the love of the person who had been saving us right from the beginning of time.

I finally got my baby duty off me today. And now even though I know it's still Christmas vacation I have to start working on that super difficult homework for my Major. Gggr. Oh well.

New years coming soon!